”Beautiful Love” - “montell fish”

"I used to not think"... sitting in my comfy space, contemplating the essence of existence, is more challenging than I can imagine. "I used to not think" already says a lot about taking many unique things in one's life for granted. Jotting down my thoughts in my 'ghost notes' journal day by day shows me, on the one hand, how much is slumbering and going on inside me, and on the other hand, shows me how liberating it can be to let go of these many heavy thoughts. To reconsider things that have long been seen in a positive light is not very easy to admit.

"Beautiful Love"... I will never see it as a matter of course. Quite the contrary. How often does one have that in one's life?... "It's a beautiful thing." Unique. Priceless. It's second nature for me to fight for it.

However, this whole high-speed lifestyle gives one little space and little time to become aware of these things in peace. Then a song comes along and triggers exactly this sweet spot, and one lets go, switches off, and enters a space without time and distractions. Invaluable moments for me.

"There's never enough time"... appreciating people, things, moments as they deserve. I take gifts in my life for granted far too much as I would like to perceive them. 121%... stress, delusions, detours, wrong turns, self-overestimation, miscommunication, fear of loss, uncertainties, lack of experience...

"There's never enough time".